Sometimes in a man’s life, something life-changing happens. And most often, it is difficult to openly proclaim it to the entire humanity what has happened. When it’s good, you sound too arrogant, at least I do. And when it’s not too good, you sound so pathetic.

In any case, the point that I am driving at here is that not everyone who doesn’t unambiguously blog, shout, and share their own sentiments to everyone they meet in life, either in everyday dealings or over the internet, is any less than a person who does.

It just pains me to know that there are people who could be as shallow as a puddle of mud after a drizzle. Either they’re that shallow or simply annoyingly muddy. And even though I could care less about what they think about people like me, it’s just plain and simple; it’s horrendously annoying.

I know I hate these rant posts but I just want to let THEM know that I AM NOT AN EMOTIONLESS FREAK. It may appear that I’m fine, and the thing is I guess I really am. Here’s a clue to how I do it: sublimation and displacement. And I’m good at it, especially displacement.

After I sulk and do what most normal people do when they’re sad, I could walk up and keep things where it should be. I’ve had two years of theatre experience and I reckon it’s enough for me to learn that “the show must go on!” And yeah, I guess life has always been a show, at least mine is. And day by day, we dawn on our masks and play our role in this gameshow called life. We make decisions and sometimes when we’re really not sure, we just hope we get it right and win.

Can I just say thank you to those who genuinely show care and concern.. You know who you are.. A lot of our friends can attest to that.. I just wish other people could do that too..