Every so often, just when
you think everything has settled
down, as the hectic and
fast-paced trek you have
been on has just melted
to a slow and constant
flow of ease, a
significant turn just has to
bend the complete silence and
shatter every bit of mended
you.

I’m no psychic, but
I feel that moments from
now, another is just
around somewhere. Moments
from now, another tremor
will come. The scarier
thing than knowing its arrival
is not knowing how to
prepare for it. And
even scarier is the part
when I have to deal
with the after shock.

Ever since that last maladies
I endured, I have
gained several insights. I
gained a new part of
me. A part that
is meant to be stronger.
This will be my final
test, the ultimate one,
for after this tedious ordeal,
will follow the critical judgment,
the decision to completely change
or…